Changes

It's Sunday morning, I was wide awake at 5am.  The one big thing that stinks about being a night shifter, my sleep schedule is jacked when I want to be a normal person for a couple of days.  That also means I feel like I have lack of sleep during the day time which is probably why I had a bit of a freak out last night; we are moving in 3 weeks and we have nothing packed or planned or anything.  I generally have anxiety about traveling, moving, or changing aspects of my life....this is going to involve all 3 so yes, I am a bit anxious about it.  Oh and our master bathroom is gutted to the studs still (has been for 3 weeks now).

My current remedy for all of this craziness is to listen to music and dance around the office. In about 10 minutes I am going to go get some dunkin donuts coffee and go to church and pray that God makes the rest of this process fall into place easily like everything else has done so far.  

Despite all of my anxiety, I have this giddy feeling deep down.  I am going to be closer to help raise my nieces and nephews...its the next best thing to having my own children.  Mike keeps telling me he knows we will get our own...he feels it.  I hope that is God talking to his heart even though he doesn't always believe in Him.  In the mean time these 5 will do :)