Too Soon

I spoke too soon about sleeping well and transitioning from nights to days and days to night. I am not sleeping well at all. I guess one week of work was not enough to give me night shift problems, but two weeks apparently is. Here I sit awake at midnight while the rest of my family sleeps soundly. I've been more irritable and snappy at Mike. Sleep is one issue the other is my sister leaving. She has been here since May and helped tremendously with the baby and Mike transitioning to a night care taker. She is that close friend I long for. The one I can show up uninvited and have a beer with. The one who I can vent to and she won't judge. She is leaving me way too soon. A week from Sunday is coming way too fast. I want her to want to stay in Lincoln. How do I make that happen? She has been my rock when the rest of my family has moved on from our drama. Well our drama is still here and I still need my rock. My person who won't judge or walk away. And now she is walking away. This is all happening way too soon for me and I'm not ready for that change to happen.